its weird like, I had a very toxic relationship with my ex and I feel like I went on a whole journey to change myself after that so I wouldnt feel like the same girl who went thru that (idek if that makes sense)
Like I used to always straighten my hair bc he hated my natural hair, I gained a lot of weight in that relationship and he pointed it out a lot, and i was just generally depressed at that time.
So afterrrr it all I started wearing my hair how I LIKED IT rather than caring abt his pov, and I had a whole healing journey and felt like a whole dif version of me
But the other day when I weighed myself n realised I weigh the same as I did back then I was like OH